Just For a Day

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I am not a fan of pumping myself up because it just isn’t pretty or healthy and when I do it I try to keep it to the books and that stuff just because I need to get more people to take me and my writing and art seriously and accolades help with that. But, I am taking this one post and this one day to give myself a pat on the back. Thirty-seven years ago today I was born and this whole thing began. Now, clearly my folks are to thank for me being here, and naturally this is a day that should be more about them than me. But, it isn’t, so whatever.

HAHA.

They get their own day, so I should get one too, and now I do thanks to my…wait, I got it anyway.

Fun.

Honestly though, I still have a long way to go before I come near to where I want to be with my writing but inch by inch I am moving forward. I have accomplished far more than I could have dreamed as an angsty, miserable teenager and to have survived the worst of myself and the worst in myself is a feat unto itself. I don’t always seem like it but I am pretty proud of what I have accomplished and how far I have come. And I still feel like I am at the beginning or middle of my art and writing ‘career’. I don’t anticipate ever making much money at it but if you, you few that care and like what I am doing, follow what I am doing, and pick up my art and books get something out of what I am doing then it’s all worth it and will always be worth it. I write for me, I publish for you, and I am glad that some of you appreciate that.

I am not where I am without you, and it’s my hope that we will have a long, long journey ahead of us. I know I can’t wait for you to see what I have in store with The Kreep Sheep and A Shadow Over Ever, the horror con, the other events I am involved in, and all the other fun stuff I get involved with. So for today, for this moment I pat myself on the back but truly it is you guys that make all of this mean something, so thanks.

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A Kreep Sheep teaser…

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Here is a small little slice of a story from The Kreep Sheep entitled ‘The Festivals’. This is a rougher form of the story, it has since been edited but you get a feel for things.

The Kreep Sheep will be released in May.

- The Great Loof smiled and held the Winter Globe up and shook it and as he shook it the wind picked up and with it the air was filled with flecks of white and slowly, so slowly, the ground began to fill with snow. Away down the hill Loof heard the ringing of bells in the human Kingdom and in his own the candles were lit and the streets were filled with light as the Pandas made their way to the Square. Satisfied, the Great Loof wiggled his bottom to get the snow off of it, dropped back onto all four paws, and made his way down the hill and home. It was the first night of the Renewal and a wonderful night indeed but it was tomorrow that had his stomach filled with bees as tomorrow he would make the journey to the Human Kingdom to see how they celebrated things, and to see his old friend Manda. Loof started laughing and charged down the hillside, anxious and excited like a young cub, and ready for a season of new beginnings. -

Join the  fun.

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The Road Ahead

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It isn’t easy being a prognosticator. You stand on the edge of a fog shrouded precipice and try to guess whether or not there’s a place to step just within the gloom. You try to look into the future based on the present and decide what comes next, and it isn’t any fun. Alas, in life, we are forced to try to choose our paths as far in advance as possible so we can avoid any deadends that may lay ahead. With writing it’s all a matter of looking at projects that are unfinished, undone, or not yet ready for release and you sometimes lose focus on the task at hand. For me there has been one book I have wanted, no, needed to be released and that is my novel A Shadow Over Ever. This is a book that began as a short story in 1994 and lead to a novel that has been sitting drawer-bound for years. I have added, I have edited, and I have passed it on to friends but it has yet to see the light. I adore this book. There is a lot to it and I have been dying to get it released for ages. This was the book though that I wanted to have traditionally published. This was the ‘big one’. Alas, the world has still not discovered the awesome that is my writing so it comes down to two choices -

Self Publish.

Or.

Wait, wait, wait.

I am tired of waiting. I have sought tradtional publishing for the book and have failed at every turn so it falls to me to trust in the book, in the work, and to release it myself. I have no problem with this and have quite enjoyed the books I have self published thus far. The thing though is that there are limits to where self publishing can get you and I really thought this book (and The Meep Sheep to be completely honest) was saleable. I thought it was a desirable property. Perhaps it is. Time shall tell.

As of this blog the book is in the hands of a friend who is editing it for me and when she is done I will get it back and begin the arduous task of fixing the mistakes and mending the fences. After that it’s on to art for the cover, layout, and then publication next year. When next year? I can’t say for certain. Probably Spring, but time will tell how big of a job it is ahead of me. But with this book’s release finally approaching it brings me back to where we started, and that is with prognostication.

May of 2011 will see the release of the follow up to The Meep Sheep, a book that is sort of like an addendum to the first but which fills in some of the details about the places, people, and events that shaped that world. It’s a pretty dark but pretty fun book. After that I have the novel, which will release next year. And after that?

Nothing.

I have made the decision that I will stop publishing my books indefinitely after A Shadow Over Ever is released. As of that time I shall have six books out that all need to be promoted and supported and I need to focus on that and not publishing any longer. I have been blessed with the ability to put my work out these past three years and it’s been amazing. It made me remember why I fell in love with writing in the first place. I love doing the conventions, the art shows, and every manner of show in between and have loved getting the books out in front of people. Having said that though the fact remains that none of these books is in great demand and it seems pure folly to keep putting new books out until I rectify that or come to terms with it. I love what I have done and truly could put a LOT more books out but it just makes no sense. So after the novel is released I will take a hiatus. I will still write, and to some degree I will support the books but I am not sure what that entails or what comes next. I am open to everything and can hope that there’s a great response to the novel and what I am doing. I have to gird myself though for the possibility that that will not be the case.

So what comes next?

Well, first is The Kreep Sheep, which I am hoping you’ll all love the heck out of as much as I do. After that is A Shadow Over Ever next year, and then, well, nothing. I will keep writing and doing the rest of the stuff I do but there won’t be any more books out for a while. I promise at leasr one more book after the novel, some day, even if it’s the last book. I have SO many stories and I want you all to be able to read them all but, time shall tell.

For now it’s on to The Kreep Sheep, the Motorcity Comic Con and beyond and then there is…

c

Motorcity Nightmares 2011 – In Pictures

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Motorcity Nightmares 2011, The Con That Was

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Phew, another Monday and another convention over. And it’s weird, when you are late in the day Sunday you are dying for it to be over, wanting to get a full night of sleep, to get some food in you, and to get back home to relax but when it’s over you miss it. You miss the excitement, you miss the people, you miss the vendors. You really miss the vendors because there are so many great people there that you get to know through the weekend and it’s wonderful. It’s wonderful because these people, strangers at first, can become good friends and allies as you both are trying to make a career out of a passion, or at least to make your passion more profitable. And I tell you what, as a teenager watching movies at home in my bedroom I never would have thought I would meet some of the horror icons I have, nor that I would be at a place where being around them is commonplace. So strange. So neat. That is why I love these things. I love them for the adventure of it.

As much as I love these shows though there is hate with it, and I will get to both.

The thing about doing shows, any sort of show, is that you have to weigh cost versus reward. You have to say to yourself – is the investment into the spot in this show, and that could be a table or just a place to set up shop, worth the money? Is there enough reward in it? I know I would do a lot more shows if I had the money to do them. For me, every time I do a show it gets me, my face, my art, and most importantly my books out there. Even if I don’t sell anything it puts my name in someone’s head. Alas, most conventions are upping their prices to the point where you all but have to be a professional to do them. I can see why, the costs are rising, and to get the big names is costing more, but in so doing that they are losing the up and coming people. Personally, as much as I like the bigger names, as far as the vendors and such, I love the indie people. They still do what they do for the love, and for the fans. The bigger you get the more it becomes about money, not always but too often. Without that mix the fans, and the show, lose the personality, and the fun. Celebs too often are aloof, and the pros are interested in the money, so the fans are basically treated as cattle. That’s no fun. But, yeah, so cost vs. reward. Sadly a lot of the conventions are going to expensive which makes someone like me have to make some hard, hard decisions. Among those is not necessarily being able to do another Motorcity Nightmares show. The vendors are fun, and the show is getting better but I know I just can’t legitimize spending more when I am not getting more. Unless they really brought in people that wanted books and authors and were interested in that I cannot keep spending more and more. Having said that though, this was the best show of the three years they have had them though.

I love that this year they got celebs that really appreciated the fans and were warm and friendly. On the last day I went around and said hello and thanked a few of them for being there just because I am a fan, and I love the work of these people and I appreciate that they wanted to be there. That means the world to me as a vendor and as a fan. And I love meeting the vendors. So many talented, fun people, it’s great to talk to them and get to know them over the weekend. The fans can be pretty awesome too. Many are there for the celebs, and that is understandable, but as the days wear on you do get to meet some great people who are willing to take a chance on us indie people, and that is great. Means the world to me. The layout of the show was definitely bigger this year and it helped to make it feel much more roomy and more like an event. And the bigger you make the show feel, the bigger the show is. I like that there were movies going on all weekend. I wish they had bigger movies but understand and appreciate that this is about indie movies, and that’s fine. Be fun to see some of the films the guests were in…though that may not be viable/legal. And I will say that the guy they got to just dress in different costumes and wander around the con was great. Very, very good stuff and he added a lot.

I think what bothered me was the pricing. I hemmed and hawed over getting a table for a while and when I did I got an email that day telling me I could get the table for less. It was too late, I had sent my money, and the only offer I was given was that I would get a ‘prime spot’. Well, I didn’t. I got the same spot as other people who paid less than me and had to have people set up behind me selling used books, used CDs, and novelty Halloween crap. The good thing was that it put me next to some awesome people that were fun to hang with all weekend but to know I was promised something and didn’t get it bothers me. Could I have nagged them? Sure, but I shouldn’t have to. That is the kind of thing where you note it on the sheet of where people will sit and you make sure they do right by you. I have a friend who signed on later than I did and dicker and dealt his way into paying less and getting a genuinely prime spot. That really bothers me. The thing that really gets me too is that several of the guests canceled their appearance and were never mentioned on the Facebook or website so that fans who came to see those people were cheated out of that experience. I cannot believe that five professionals canceled at the last second so it’s a cheat to fans to not tell them these people were not going to be there. They have done it before and every time they do this at the show they harm their credibility.

The after party stuff is fun but just not for me. It’s a part of these shows that I just don’t do well at. I don’t mingle well, I don’t drink, and drunken shenanigans get old to me. Same goes for the hotel having a bar outside of the show. I dig people want to drink but as a vendor I hate trying to compete with liquor because I will always lose that battle.

Overall a very fun weekend and a definite step forward for this convention (Michigan’s only horror con until this Fall) but not one I can see myself repeating. With one last major book to be released before I stop releasing indefinitely I have to think long and hard on whether I want to do this show again. Next year is about getting the books out there and making a last push, and I am not sure I can do it at Motorcity Nightmares, not for the price they have. They need to really work on making the vendors feel wanted and necessary. Too many empty tables to warrant the price I paid, for sure.
Time will tell.

Pictures from the con to come.

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And…Nope, I Got Nothin’

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Hey kids, just a quick update.

I finished the editing on THE KREEP SHEEP, which you knew.

I painted four new paintings, and that was fun. Wish I had more time to work on painting but I am deadline bound. Next up I need to write a disaster story, which I started and need to really start rolling on.

This weekend though I am Motorcity Nightmares in Novi, MI to sell my art, my books, and to be pretty rad.

See ya soon.

c

Something Kreeps Over the Horizon

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Well, last night was a pretty important night in the life of the new book – it was the last day of editing on The Kreep Sheep, which means that the hard stuff is done.

Well, not really, it just means the editing is done.

I am pretty stoked. I set deadlines for myself as to when I want projects done and when I want to move on with them and I had targeted May as the release of this book and it’s looking like it will hit that without issue. And May means that the book will release at the Motorcity Comic Con, in Novi, Michigan, a show I have done for a good many years.

The Kreep Sheep is a sort of appendix to The Meep Sheep and tells some of the history of that land, its places, and its people. Here you will find out where some of the heroes of that world came from, as well as some of its enemies, as well as what  happens with some of the people you met in the first book. This was not a planned book at all but was one that grew organically out of the first. I had set up a Tumblr account and was posting some short stories about the Kingdom of Man and the Lands of Man and as I was writing and posting them I realized that I could collect the stories into a book. The interesting thing for me is that this is truly a continuation of the world and stories from the first book and it shows how much changed in that book. The Kreep Sheep is the darkness to the light of The Meep Sheep and shows how dangerous this world was and still can be. These are the scarier stories, the darker stories but that doesn’t mean that there is not light here. That there is not hope.

Next up comes cover work and layout and maybe some other fun stuff, but we shall see.

Now is the perfect time to catch up on things though and see what all the fuss is about.

You can find out info about and order The Meep Sheep HERE

Something Awesome, This Way Comes…

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So, I have said before that I have been doing conventions for ages, well, my first, the first that I did as a guest, was in 1994 and I have been going pretty steady since then. I fell in love with conventions when I was a teenager and went to the two Weekend of Horrors events that were held in Detroit. These were amazing shows that were like a wonderland for a young kid into horror and it left a deep impression on me. Since I have been going to conventions though I have wanted to bring one to Flint, my adopted home town. I have lived in downtown Flint for five years now and have been a regular there since my twenties. It’s a great city that has so much to offer and not enough people working together to make those things happen. My friends and I started doing indie art shows, rummage sales, book events, and anything we could think of to show people what a great town this still is. Much has changed here but this is a wonderful place with great, talented people and a deep love of horror. After years and years of dreaming of a day when we could do this, when my friends and I could take what we have learned going to conventions and putting shows together and create something special for Flint.
Now is the time.

October 29, 2011 the Flint Horror Con will make its inaugural appearance in downtown Flint, Michigan. We are working hard on this and it is going to be amazing. I cannot wait to reveal more. We are working to make this a fan friendly, vendor friendly, and guest friendly show that is inexpensive and fun. We want this to be the first of a long line of these and we want you to have as much fun as possible. That is the only reason to do it, for everyone to have fun.

Flint Horror Con

October 29, 2011

Downtown Flint’s Historic Masonic Temple

12PM – 10 PM

$10 entry

For more info check our Facebook site -

FLINT HORROR CON

WEBSITEFlint Horror Con

We will launch a website soon.

If you have questions email us – flinthorrorcon@gmail.com