Brain Dead – review

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BRAIN DEAD – Review

There are people that you come across in life that you get to know but then who just disappear as if they fell off the earth. Such is the case with some filmmakers who, after making a few films that get some notice they just sort of, well, disappear. Far too many directors I have been a fan of have disappeared over the years, the legends and the ordinary director alike, the market having changed or the director just losing their touch. Such seems to be the case with director Kevin S. Tenney, sadly, who directed the cult fave Night of the Demons and, well, Witchboard, and now he’s back with a new film. I have to say though that it isn’t terribly accurate because if you look him up on IMDB you’ll see that this movie is from 2007 and he’s done things since then, but, as far as we’re concerned this is his newest film, which, alas, is not such a good thing. Brain Dead is a very poor man’s version of Night of the Creeps and Slither and brother, that’s not a good thing.

Six strangers drawn to a beautiful wooded area are thrust into a nightmare of survival when a meteor lands nearby and transforms a local fisherman into ravenous zombie. As the zombie transforms other into brain-hungry ghouls the six strangers are drawn together to an isolated cabin where they must fight off the undead before they lose their lives, and their brains.

This is a case where I wish there was more to say about the plot but, honestly, it’s a pretty simple, pretty straightforward thing. Not that that is a bad thing. Heck, Blair Witch is – three college students get lost in the woods while making a documentary about a legendary witch. Their footage is the only thing found. So a slim plot explanation doesn’t mean a bad or limited film at all. In this case it’s’ more that there was no heart or originality in the movie. That it is three years old puts it disturbingly close to the release of Slither, a film about a meteor with a space slug in it that transforms people into ‘zombies’. Hmm. It almost feels as if there was a checklist that the filmmakers were going through when they made the movie – 1. Nudity – CHECK (and it’s crazy because all of the lead women get nude once, at the beginning of the film, and then the nudity is done), 2. Gore – yup 3, Terrible Jokes – yup. The film is going through the motions with only one scene that had a moment of shock, when they kill off what you thought would be a main character. It’s been done but it was still a surprise. The tone is also odd because it tries to be horror–comedy but has moments that are not funny at all, and are just dark for no reason (thinking of a scene when a killer that has escaped from custody kills an unconscious guard with a shotgun at point-blank range).

The acting is pretty wooden, the direction is flat, and the story and production is pretty horrendous. It is gory though, to be sure. Though there is such little originality (they even robbed the grave of Evil Dead for goodness sake) that it’s hard to cheer the film’s ridiculousness on. I mean, we’re horror movie fans here, if we didn’t love the clunkers of the genre we’d barely have any movie faves. But the thing is that too many of these made-for-video films are being churned out with no originality, with no heart, and you start to feel bad for the directors because all that’s asked from them is to basically show up for work and keep the budget low. So, I feel bad for director Tenney because no one wants to be known for mailing in their passion and their work, but sometimes that’s what’s asked, and when you get movies like this to do, well, how do you blame him?

This isn’t a good movie. At all. It’s a gory, ridiculous, mash-up that is certainly watchable but is not something to seek out. This is a late-night watch, and little else. There are just too many ‘good’ movies and even more good ‘bad’ films to bother with the boring stuff.

5 out of 10

Upcoming Stuffs…

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Just a quick update on stuff I am doing.

This weekend (9.25.10) I am doing the Service Street Fair in Detroit. I did it last year and had fun. It’s a modest sized show but had a lot of good art and music on tap. I will have my books and art there if you’re in the Detroit area. I am there 12pm – 12am-ish.

October 10th I will be in Clawson, Michigan for Leon & Lulu‘s Books and Authors event. Again, did it last year and had a good time. It’s a showcase of local authors in the funkiest store you’ll find around here. I will have The Meep Sheep for sale.

And October 29th brings the second Skelebration of Scares, a scary story event I cooked up last year that has me and some fellow writers telling tall tales of horror and thrills. This year we’ll have art and music as well. This is a free show and will be from 7 – 10pm and is right downtown at a place called The Lunch Studio, here in Flint.

And in case you forgot, I have three books for sale.

Back From Nothing – $5

This Beautiful Darkness – $10

And

The Meep Sheep – $12


Darkness – review

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DARKNESS – review

While it is true that famed horror director Lucio Fulci is long gone, the people he influenced are still very much alive and well. Such is the case with DARKNESS, a film that feels like a spiritual successor to Fulci‘s brand of dreamy horror where logic wasn’t as important as the scares. Which is not to say this is a dumb movie, it’s just one that has very floaty logic.

Marek is a rock star, of sorts, more he is in a popular rock band and lives like a rock star but he’s decided it’s time to give all that up to focus on his painting, much to his band mates’ chagrin. Marek has decided to return to his childhood home, an immense, creepy place that has been abandoned since the death of his parents when he was a child. The house has a dark history (naturally) that includes the place having been the site of ritualistic sacrifice and a camp for Nazi soldiers. Marek knows nothing of this as he takes up residence but there is a shadow that hangs over the old home and he can feel it hanging over him as he tries to make a new life for himself. This shadow is connected to his institutionalized sister and to a past he can only half-remember but it starts to infect everything in his life, even to his paintings. With the help of a local girl that is connected to his childhood, Marek begins to slowly gain an understanding for what is going on in his house but as the mystery grows so too does the danger and as Marek’s life begins to spiral out of control, the shadows of the past grow ever longer until they threaten to consume everything whole.

A well made and well filmed movie, the problem, here really is logic. I like that there are two scenes of gore and both are far more effective because the rest of the film shows so much restraint. And I will say it is a little hard to take the movie too seriously with an over five minute opening with an absolutely dreadful song, but maybe that’s just me. The problem, the real issue here, is that none of it leads to much. It’s an amazing set, a nice plot, and there is so much possibility here and it all leads to…not so much. When the ending comes, it is interesting, but is so odd, and so grounded in reality that you wonder why they played up the supernatural so much. It’s maddening. The Fulci aspect comes in the form of a beautifully shot film, with a ton of atmosphere that just doesn’t make sense. Take this scene for instance – Marek hears a noise, gets a weapon, goes to see what it is, and it turns out to be a dog, the exact…which is exactly like the dog he had as a kid. So he names it the same name. And he isn’t terribly weirded out by it all. Hmm.

This is a fun watch, has lots of nudity, a couple amazing gore scenes, and it has a great premise, it just doesn’t end up in a great place. Which is not to say the ending is bad, but just disappointing. And the very end is just, well, very Fulci. Very weird. If you can catch it, it’s worth a look but it isn’t something that will change your life.

6.5 out of 10

Invocation – a story

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The first thing you may ask is – why on earth are you giving a story away? Well, I like the story, and I want people to read it. That’s the easiest answer. But truly, this is a way to let you see what I do, and how I do it. And if you like it, then hey, you should check my books out. The links to the right have the info for all that.
The second thing you ask is – why am I wearing clown pants, and that my friend, you have to answer for yourself. Here’s the story.

Invocation

“In blood did we come, and in fire shall we go. Aye preacher?”

The calf’s mouth twisted into a parody of a grin before starting to chew at its own foreleg again. As it chewed through its leg the boy stood placid five feet from it, rubbing is hands together for warmth. It was late autumn and the taste of winter was already in the air. He was dressed warmly, in wool pants and a sweater made by a townswoman specially for him, but there was dampness in the air he couldn’t shake. Just there was the feeling of being watched by things unseen. He had been here in the barn for over three hours already and he was getting anxious. He had been called here just this monring by the widow, a woman who was his father’s half sister, though she had been pushed from the family when his da was but a boy. The widow had been losing animals and strange things had happened on her farm and she felt the boy was the only person who could take care of the matter. So he had come, but while he had come with business in mind it seemed the thing in the goat only wanted to play. It was toying with him, playing games, as it had done the other times he had faced it.  If it truly was the same thing he had faced at the other three farms. It was hard to tell. Lies and games. Games and lies. So many games, but beneath them all was the danger, the very real danger because the most horrible thing it could do was tell the truth, the worst and most awful truth. That had happened at the last farm, the Henkins’ place, where it had talked about his mother. Secrets about his mother and father. The boy shook his head violently back and forth. His mind was wandering and that was dangerous, he needed to concentrate, to be here, or else, or else…

The thing let out a satisfied grunt as its leg fell onto the hay of the barn and its blood pumped out across the wood floor.

“You look cold, preacher, come, warm yourself with my blood before it cools. Isn’t that what you people do? Or is it just the blood of your so-called savior that warms you?”

The boy ignored the thing and picked up his Bible again. It was cheap and old, a present from his mother when he first started his work for the Lord, and it still bore the names of the previous owners and their scribbles and underlining throughout it. It was modest, it was worn, but it felt good in his hands. He looked back at the animal and saw that the calf was losing a lot of blood and would be gone soon but the thing in it was going to get the most out of its puppet as it quickly chewed through its remaining foreleg. The other animals of the barn screamed and moaned at what was going on pushed against their corral and it took everything he had for the boy to block it out. This had gone on longer than he had thought, than anyone had thought. He could still hear the crowd that stood outside the barn, huddled around a fire to keep warm, but could tell their numbers had thinned. He had done three others like this but they had all been with animals and had gone quickly. This though, this was…this was different. This was going to be worse.

“I am going now, preacher. You have bested me. You have won, oh, oh the fires, they burn, oh how they burn! ” The calf, two legs now gone, kicked its back legs and let out a low moan as its eyes rolled up into its head and a thin trickle of blood ran from its mouth and then it was finally still. The animals around the boy began whimpering again, sensing the same thing he did, that it was far from over. And while they were frightened, the boy knew too well that the last thing wanted was another animal. It wanted more than just that. That wouldn’t be enough anymore.

In the quiet moments as the boy waited he surveyed the damage the thing had already committed – much of the barn’s floor was covered in blood and there were four animals lay bled out in the form of a circle that formed around the boy. When he had arrived both cats had already been dead after having told the widow stories of her dead husband’s infidelity, but he got here in time for the goat and calf to be taken, which left only one more thing in the circle other than the boy. And it was always the circle. Always. Even Hell had its rules and for they of the shadows it was the circle where you could call them or expel them. The circle was where you played the game out. Whatever was brought into the circle was part of the game, part of the play, and for the boy, he was part of it too. He could chase it from animal to animal to animal throughout the barn but until it finally killed all of them here or until it settled into something else, something bigger. The animals he could take completely and the boy could do nothing to stop it. There was no expelling them when they were in the lesser animals. There was no resistance, no strong will, so the thing could take it over, as the stories told back to Jesus and before. But in animals they had little power to do more than blaspheme and upset people, ah, but in humans they could do a great deal of damage, but it was also only from a human that they could be expelled. It took something with self awareness and Will to aid in their expulsion, and once expelled they would return to whatever darkness they called home and the body and soul would be cleansed. The boy had never really even expelled the thing before. It always seemed to leave the host body willingly, as if it got bored.  In fact he feared that the thing in the barn with him was the very thing he had dealt with before, still here and waiting for him as he arrived. But the people believed in him, the boy who could speak to demons.

It had been several years now that the boy had walked in the Light of the Lord. Was it five or six? He wasn’t sure. He had taken the gift of the Word and the hand of the Lord after nearly drowning when he was seven, when he had thought he had seen a light and had heard the voices of the angels but when he had awakened he found he was among a group of girls who had gotten him from the lake and onto land before it was too late. And was it the angels that had been calling him or the girls? He wasn’t sure but whatever the reality of what had happened, he had promised to serve the Lord, and had done just that, taking up the Word and spreading it every Sunday in the town. When the thing, the demon, began taking animals in the town he had been called to expel it. But each time he had gone to the home where the thing had appeared to do the Lord’s work the thing had toyed with him and left on its own, leaving the dead animals behind and promising to see him again. Had he scared it, with the words of the Bible, and his own righteousness? Or had it truly left on its own? He couldn’t be sure. Now though, now was his chance to truly expel it, to be rid of it and to do the Lord’s work and, thinking this, he gripped the Bible tightly in his hands and stood. It was time to finish this game.

“Lord, look upon your servant and grant me the grace to drive the evil from this town. Grant me the strength to send the shadow back into hiding. Grant me the power to purge the unclean enemy.” The words felt good, felt hot in his mouth, and the shaking in his legs slowed and then stopped the more he spoke.

He was not the only one with something to say though.

“That’s it preacher, that’s it. Talk dirty. I like it when you talk dirty.” The calf’s head lifted slightly, the light gone from its eyes but the thing still in it, using up the very last that was left of the animal. Sucking it dry before moving on.

The boy looked down at the poor creature, which attempted a smile but finally collapsed before it could. This thing had eaten and been made fat on the meat of the Lord’s creatures, but it would have no more. The boy smiled with righteousness and he raised his head and looked to the farthest part of the circle, where the light was thinnest and where lay the wiry form of a girl. The seventeen year old was Angela, the only daughter of the widow. She was weak in the mind but strong in the Lord and tonight she was bait. It had not been the boy’s choice to use her but his father’s, telling the boy that the demon must be called out and expelled. And to expel it you needed a human. And to do it right you needed someone pure. Why it was his father’s shunned niece that was chosen, the boy wasn’t sure. The boy had never met his cousin formally but had seen her at the church every Sunday and she had always seemed a sweet girl, despite her slowness of mind and body, and she had his father’s soft grey eyes so it tore him to know she was here with he and the thing, but it was the Lord’s Will and he could only follow it. He took a breath and waited.

He didn’t wait long.

There was a heavy feeling in the room as the thing took her, the girl having been slipped sleeping medicine in her dinner milk, and when the demon finally took control of her, the boy realized what a mistake they had made. Her body twitched as it found its control, her legs shaking, her neck twisting back and forth violently and her hands slapping the hay covered floor until it finally had her and slowly she sat up and faced the boy.

“Now we all have what we wanted when we started this game. So, tell me, preacher, how are you going to chase me out this time? Do you think you’re finally strong enough to do it? Or shall you run crying for your mother as you did the other times.”

“Unclean spirit, you are commanded by this servant of the Lord Almighty and his Host to depart His child. Return to the fire, return to the flame, return to the Abyss which sent you forth.”

“Pretty words. Pretty, but useless. Do you think words will make me leave? Do you really? Poor, poor boy. They lied to you. Your God lied to you. I am never leaving this girl. Never. She’s mine now.”

Laughter filled the barn, high pitched mad laughter and the boy heard a gasp from outside the barn and a scream that had to be Angela’s mother. The animals too were upset again, having crowded to the far corner of their corral, away from the he and the girl. The boy’s hands were shaking again but he tried to put it out of mind. It was lying. It always lied. God was good. God was good. God was good…

“Out. I command you out! The Lord, God has dominion over the Heavens and the earth and over the soul of this child. I cry thee depart and return to your infernal master!”

The girl stood, slowly, awkwardly, the braces on her legs making it hard for the thing to move smoothly. It snarled and bent down to pull at the braces and as it did her hands and legs were cut, but it kept pulling at them until finally it was free of them and Angela’s hands and legs were covered in deep gashes and blood. It smiled at the boy and took a step toward him, wobbling as it moved, unsteady but coming. Her face was blank, her expression dead, but the eyes, the eyes were wide and wild, like his mothers had been when she had gotten the sickness and his father had put her down like one of the livestock.

“Do you know what I like about little girls, preacher? Do you? No? I like the same thing you and your daddy like – the soft parts. The wet parts.” The thing ran Angela’s hands over her body, the blood leaving a trail from chest to crotch to thigh to throat to lips before running her hands through her hair and dying the white blonde hair with the red. It shuddered forward another step.

The boy felt his stomach turn. This wasn’t working. It wasn’t even afraid of him. It wasn’t afraid of the Lord. He clenched the Bible tighter in one hand and dropped the other to his side and pulled a small bottle from his pants pocket and uncorked it. In one motion the boy lifted his hand and splashed liquid from the bottle onto the thing and it let out a howl of pain that set it back to the darkest part of the circle again.

“Cheating. That’s cheating, preacher. Using another’s Holy Water. Using REAL Holy Water. Where did you get it? Calvin, that drunk of a barkeep? Maybe O’Flynn, the pedophile that owns the feed mill? Or was it your mother’s? Yes, that’s it, isn’t it? Dear mother who daddy put down when I started calling her out to play. Using something she had used to protect herself for so long. Ah, but you see, it was she that sought ME out, not the other way around. Did your daddy tell you that? It was she that called me to play at first.” The thing laughed and stood in the shadows, rocking back and forth on bare feet.

As the boy watched the thing it began picking at Angela’s arms, as if pulling bugs from her skin, and as soon as it picked something it raised her arm to the mouth and then went back to picking again. He couldn’t make out quite what it was doing but it turned his stomach to watch. The barn was hot and he was sweating now. He looked down at his feet and the lamp. Three other lamps outlined the circle and filled the barn with light, but despite the flood of light shadows still moved in the corners of the barn and the boy felt eyes other than the thing on him. It must have sensed this.

“Oh, we’re not alone, preacher. No, I always travel with friends. They prefer the shadows though – they’re shy, where I always like the attention. So, now that you’ve used up all of your, sorry, your MOTHER’S Holy Water, what’s next? More spells? More nonsense from that book of yours? Oh, preacher, are you hungry?”

The thing stepped from the shadows and the boy took a step back from it and let out a gasp. Angela’s arms were coated in her blood where big chunks of her skin had been pulled free to reveal the muscle beneath and all over her face and mouth like lipstick was the story of what it had been doing to her in the dark. The thing held a small piece of meat out to him and smiled but when her didn’t come to take it, ate it itself.

“Lord, I beseech thee, I am but your servant but fill me with your righteousness, fill me with your Light. Let me by thy sword. Let me strike this enemy low and cast it out.”

The thing laughed and began pacing around the circle. The boy stood dead center so it walked around him, never coming closer but never breaking the circle. It was contained. But not dispelled. But then it changed the game.

The demon stopped pacing and looked at the boy, smiling, rocking back and forth. It put its fingers in the girl’s mouth and began pulling at the sides until long tears formed and ran up her cheek. More blood poured out and the boy could see her teeth clearly through her cheek and a thick, wet laugh escaped it again. Then it cocked its head to the side and turned away from the boy and looked down at the circle. It thrust and arm out into the open air of the circle and swung it around. Then thrust the other outside the circle. It then took a step from the circle and the boy gasped. The thing shuddered as the blood on Angela’s skin sizzled. It forced a pained laugh then stepped back into the circle and the girl’s skin was blackened in spots and one eye was drooping now. The thing raised her hand up and pushed at the eye, as if trying to fix it, then, giving up altogether, pulled it from its socket and let it hang on her cheek.

“Do you like the game? Preacher? This IS great fun, I must admit. You’re so much more fun than your mother. She only wanted power. You people. You HUMANS, you APES – you and your power. Always power, or money, or whores. Never an appreciation for the game. Ah, but you, you seem like you could get a taste for it. Am I wrong, preacher?”

The thing took a step toward him and the boy stepped back. His heart was racing, he was sweating, his breath was short but deep down, deep down he was enjoying it. Deep down there was a fire in his belly that was growing. He had stopped shaking and beneath his determined face was a grin waiting to escape. This was truly the Lord’s work. This was power. He smiled and took a step toward the demon.

“Demon. Foul THING from the Abyss. Be GONE and return to the PIT where you come from. You are a DEVIL and a DEMON and the Light of the Lord is STRONG in me and I shall overcome you. OUT!”

The boy raised the Bible at Angela and the thing hissed at him and limped back to the dark part of the circle again and started giggling.

“Oh yes, you have a taste for it. This is going to be fun, preacher. Very fun. I see a lot of games in our future. A lot. I can hardly wait.” Its voice still a whisper, but now it had a lisp because of the torn cheeks. Like a hiss. The barn creaked and there was movement in the shadows. The demon crouched and hissed at the boy and made Angela urinate all over the floor.

“DEMON I say thee beGONE from this girl. BeGONE from this clean, innocent soul. Return to the Abyss and flee from the Light. I say thee beGONE in His name BEGONE!”

The thing laughed and sat down with the girl’s legs splayed. Her face, throat, legs, arms, hands all soaked with blood and her cheeks flapping as it spoke.

“I never came for the soul, preacher. I came for the game. Always the game. We’ll be seeing you again. Oh yes, we’ll be seeing you again. I think I like you. And deep down, I think you’re starting to like me. Isn’t Love grand? Good night preacher.”

The barn shook again, the light from the lamps went low, the animals started to whine and cry, and the sound from the corners rose to a crescendo until suddenly it all stopped and the girl slumped backward out of the circle and onto the ground. The boy let out a long sigh and wiped sweat from his brow. He smiled and held the Bible up above his head in one hand and nodded. It was a glorious night. The boy lifted the lamp at his feet and walked over to his cousin to look down on her. She was bloodied and torn but she was free of the evil. She was free. She stirred slightly and moved, and as she moved the many wounds on her must have sung out and she screamed with pain. She rolled over and looked up at her cousin and, seeing a kind face, held her hand out to him, hoping he could take her pain away. He looked down at her, at her wounds, at the tears and her weakness and suddenly knew what he must do.

The boy lifted the lamp high above his head and then dropped it onto the girl and almost immediately the kerosene spread across her skin and clothes and she caught fire, and with the fire came more screams. The boy watched her writhe a moment then turned and grabbed another lamp and he threw that into a corner of the barn that had hay piled high. He grabbed one more lamp and threw it toward the animals, which were tied up together in the small corral. He then went to the barn doors and threw them open wide. Outside a hundred eyes watched him silently.

“She is clean. The demon is gone. But her body is unclean. The barn is unclean. The animals are unclean. Let it burn. Let it all burn and let the Lord’s wrath wash the evil from this place. Praise to He, Amen.”

“Amen.” Replied the flock.

A woman ran forward from the back of the crowd, stopped to look at the boy a moment, and then ran into the fire to find her child. The boy made his way through the crowd, Bible in hand, and smiled as hands reached to touch him, to feel his energy, his power. As he walked, quickly emerging from the crowd and separating himself from it, from even his father who jogged after the boy, he began to hum. It was only three days until Sunday and he had a feeling it’d be a packed house. That made his smile wider still. Lucky for him he had just the sermon for them.

One they’d not soon forget,

Amen.

A Reminder From the Back

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So I had the distinct honor today of meeting with a friend to talk about writing, and while we were talking it hit me that, darn do I sound dour about writing. And I don’t MEAN to, I mean, if I didn’t love writing then I wouldn’t do it, but I think it’s more that I have been doing this long enough to have a realistic view on things. But while it’s all well and good to be a realist, you have to temper that with the dream, or the reason you got into whatever it is you do. I hate to think that I’d ever talk anyone out of following their dream. To the contrary I want to always be supportive and as helpful as I can be because I can’t imagine how damaging it would have been when I was just getting serious about writing and someone told me all their horrible stories of their set backs and failures. So, with that in mind, I wanted to say something.

Whatever you love, whatever you do – do it. Don’t let anyone ever tell you that you can’t do or be whatever you want. There will always be limitations on our dreams, and we will have to temper our dreams with reality, but that doesn’t mean we cannot find a path to the dream in the end. It’s a longer life than we think sometimes and we have a lot of time to explore and discover, and the best thing you can discover and explore is yourself and your own passions. If you are passionate, you will find a way to do what you love. You may not get rich, you not get famous, but you will be doing what you love. There is one thing that you have to remember and that is that you have to honor the core of your dream, and not the window dressing. Say, you wanna work with people or serve the public. Now you’d LIKE to be president, but if that doesn’t work it doesn’t mean that you cannot still serve the public in another capacity. We get caught up on the window dressing – the fame and fortune many times – and forget the dream itself , the core of it. But as long as we keep that passion kindled, and so long as we don’t give up on our dream, nothing can ever stop us. It’s not a straight path to the things we want in life, but if you manage to stay on your path, it’s a wonder the places you see, people you meet, and things you do.

So what are you waiting for? Get out there and create something!

c

But Why Should You Buy It?

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So this is where I tell you why you should buy my books. Being self-published means that you are promoting your work all the time, but there’s a time when you just have to shut up and let the book do whatever it’s going to do. I try strike a balance with what I am doing because if you are anything like me (save for the tentacles, that’s an issue I suffer alone, I fear) you hate having someone always selling to you. It gets old and, honestly, there’s a point when you have to just shut up and let people discover it or not and you need to find other ways and places to promote. It hit me the other day that one thing I have never really just outright done is to tell people WHY they should buy my books. You can read what they are about for yourself but why do I think you should get them. Let’s see if I can tell you.

BACK FROM NOTHING

The thing that makes BFN such a special book is how utterly raw it is. These are stories I wrote from age eighteen until my early twenties and are the roughest and most honest of anything I have written. Sometimes I think they’re too honest and reveal too much. This is not to say that the book is auto-biographical in any way so much as the stories are about the raw parts of the heart and life and are not as edited as my later work. The stories are still good, are still interesting, but they are not as clean and neat, and you can see where my writing will go but that I haven’t gotten there yet. Packed with a ton of stories, this is a look back in time and back to who I was, once upon a time. There’s a lot of fun stuff here, and while it’s been eleven years since it came out, it still has the same power as it once did, and it definitely still has teeth. (this book is available through me for five dollars plus shipping.)

THIS BEAUTIFUL DARKNESS

And this is what happens after ten years of writing. These are some of the best stories I have written in all these years and represent where I have gone as a writer. This was my first collection in ten years so I wanted to make sure it lived up to a book coming out after that long. These are dark stories that are not all necessarily horror but which walk the line and shed light on the darkest corners of the heart. I wanted the book to reflect how my writing and style has changed and how I have embraced more types of art than just writing and so along with the stories you’ll find some of my photography as well. A very fun book of very dark stories with a couple surprises at the end.

THE MEEP SHEEP

For anyone that’s read my stuff before or knew me, this is the book that will be the big surprise. The genesis of this book began about six or more years ago but the culmination is nothing like I have put out before. This is my take on the classic fairy tale, telling the story of a dark time in a far away kingdom. I hate to call this my ‘children’s book because I think that if I did my job right that anyone can read it and get something out of it. It’s accessible to kids because of the language and because I strayed away from breaking the illusion of the fairy tale so there’s little violence until the end, and it’s all fitting of this type of story. Of the three books, this is my favorite. It’s my favorite because it pays homage to some people who have made my life all the richer, and it’s my favorite because it is pure storytelling, and anything else you get out of it is just icing on the cake.

I love all of the stuff I write, love it because all the stories are a part of me and reflect a moment in my life. I can’t tell you that you’ll love the things I write, but I can tell you that I put my heart into these stories and if nothing else, you’ll walk away knowing that I gave these stories everything I had.

Oh The Places I Have Been…

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And by going places I mean that I have been to Flint and Detroit. HAHA. Here are some belated pictures I took recently.

Some are from Flint’s Back to the Bricks , our huge car cruise/show to honor the love affair with the automobile. The second batch of pictures are from The People’s Arts Festival. Nothing really artsy here, just fun stuff I took.

The Dark Stuff…

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As a writer you are bound to run into what I’ll call The Dark Stuff, and you can either embrace it or avoid it at all costs. Neither is the write answer, neither is the wrong answer, it’s a matter of taste and feel and where you’re willing to go. For me, I usually tend to be drawn to The Dark Stuff more often than not, but that’s as much a matter of style as it is taste.

Now, The Dark Stuff is anything that goes into the great big closet we each have and each tend to avoid as much as we are able. The Dark Stuff are all the nasty themes that are floating out there and waiting to be tapped. One person sees an old man walking on across street and sees maybe a widower out for a stroll. Another person sees the same old man crossing the same street and sees him secretly following a young child.  Now, both are still open ended ideas but you an guess where the second story is going, and it’s no where nice. That’s what The Dark Stuff is. It’s any story that walks more in the dark than in the light.

In life I think it’s safe to say that most of us prefer to walk in the light because there’s more than enough shady spots walking out in the open that we don’t really need to seek out the more dangerous places. When it comes to the arts and writing though, the dark has a strong hold on us. It’s that we can control it in those forms, can examine behind glass in a way, that draws us near. It’s impossible to deny the dark, that people abuse one another, they kill one another, and that any number of horrible things can and will happen in ours and other people’s lives. In peering into The Dark Stuff we all hope to have a better understanding of it, hoping we can, if not control it in our own lives, find ways to survive it, avoid it, or just learn to better cope with it.

It’s interesting because fiction, especially long fiction, can take you so much time to get through that if it’s a dark piece then The Dark Stuff from the book really begins to you the reader. It’s never fun to face the horrible things in life, even in fiction, but we have to, we must if ever we’re going to learn to overcome the great many fears we all live under. The only way to live your life is with your arms thrown wide, otherwise the fear keeps us from so many things that make life so meaningful.

For me, The Dark Stuff is where so many secrets lie, and where many of the greatest stories are. And the heck of it is that sometimes we all don’t make it home, or make it home unchanged. There are lessons to learn in the darkness, lessons that we may not want to learn but which we need to learn. Coping with loss, finding strength in the struggle, and learning to survive are just a few of those things. Unless we’re willing to look for the light, or to create our own, in the dark, we never will feel comfortable. We may never feel safe, because complete safety can never be guaranteed, but you can feel comfortable, and that’s the key.

The Dark Stuff isn’t always going to make us feel good, but it’s’ that these tales make us feel that makes them so powerful, because that’s when we are fully experiencing the story, and the world. Me, I always am drawn to the dark because when you can survive it, when the characters survive it, they emerge richer, wiser, better people, and ready for whatever comes next.

And honestly, sometimes you just like to see the hero get eaten alive once in a while.

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